Little bit of this.....

.... little bit of that....


So its been forever. And I mean forever....lol.

Life has been rough. My health crashed and i developed some minor heart problems. Everything is under control right now, but the anxiety it has caused has been unbelievable. Master has developed what appears to be a hernia and may have to have surgery soon, which adds to the worry and the anxiety.

There hasn't been much Master/sub activity here lately. Obviously we have been a little overwhelmed and simply struggling to make it through the chaos. I can't work right now and I'm still waiting to see if my short term disability claim is going to be approved. I'm really really hoping so.

The kids are doing okay. The girls still ask for D and still cry for her, which breaks my heart and makes me wish I had never been stupid enough to let them get close to her. It will be a long long long time before I let someone into my kids' lives like that again.

Aside from that we're all okay.