Life

Isn't all bad...lol.

The girls have had me up since 4, and the baby is being frustrating at the very least...lol. Master is sleeping because He had a long rough night. He's been taking baby duty at night so I can get some sleep. We've been quite a pair lately...lol.


We have about 10 weeks until the appearance of our youngest son (and last baby). It is official... we are tying the tubes and never having another child. I think 4 is good, personally. I know I was a little sad to think that this was it but the longer the pregnancy goes on the more I realize that I really do want to be done now. I think I will always have a little bit of baby envy, but not enough to want to keep risking my life for more children.


Haven't had much playtime, for a variety of reasons. One of those "spirit willing but flesh is weak" things. The closest we've been able to come to a spanking is 20 mild swats stolen before bed...lol. The joys of living with way too many people. I'm starting to get too big anyways.... its hard to manuever and hold positions as I keep getting larger and my center of gravity keeps changing. All that will fix itself later this spring...lol.


One thing I do love about our rebuilding is that He is a lot harder on me, and a lot more firm. I used to feel like I could talk Him into just about everything... now I know for sure who is in charge. I get turned down a lot when I want things.... granted these are usually things that are not the best decisions for me or the baby... but I am finding comfort and peace in knowing that He will turn me down when He feels like it.


All in all.... we're doing great =)