hmmmm

Would you believe that I'm just insanely busy?? If you've followed me for awhile I'm sure you do believe it...lol.

But...

We actually had sex last night! Yay! My body is pretty much healed and Daddy is taking full advantage of that fact. We actually made out on the porch in the rain (and the dark..lol) like a couple of teenagers! The fun didn't stop there although due to having a newborn there were some pauses...lol.

So... from last night's playtime, I have learned....

Nipples + vibrator = NO fun at all! For some reason this amuses him greatly so I think I will be subjected to that again... and again... and again....

Anal play.... getting there slowly.... not nearly as dreaded as the above activity.....

I can't remember what else I learned....lol. It was just pure fun... and wonderful to be slapped around a little bit. Oh! And since the incision is healed I now have a freshly shaved pussy... that also makes me SO happy!! (I had no desire to have a razor in that close of a proximity to 27 staples... seemed like a disaster waiting to happen....)

I got the sweetest email from him this morning. I know... I'm collared, we're married, we live in the same house, share a bed, and have four children.... and still communicate through email and text message. However, those four children are probably part of the reason we do...lol. We talk too... but email is really convenient!

The best part of all... I want to submit to him. I have a bit of a discipline fetish so sometimes being obedient is a real chore... but I want to be good. I want to be corrected when I mess up, but most importantly I want to be good. I am giving my best effort to make him as proud of me as I can. I love him, I'm devoted to him, and I don't want to live my life without him. I'm sure I could do just fine, but I don't want to know...lol!